I'm Sorry

I wrote the following piece about a year ago but never went about posting it up here. So yeah, thought I'd share it with y'all.

14th November 2007

This one comes from the bottom of muh heart
It goes out to all my peeps, no, this ain't a "Get Well Soon" card
I wanna let y'all know that I have realised muh mistakes
I've realised how irresponsible I am and how many hearts I've breaked
I know I've changed not for the better but for the worse
I know I've let y'all down and this "I'm Sorry" ain't the first
The many nights I disappeared and y'all stayed worried
While I was out partying and the burden y'all carried
My homies, my girl, my brothers and my family
Y'all were always there, y'all never left me
But know that through all this time, I have also grown
Mature in a way I have become, away my life has not been thrown
Through all this time, to me many things have came to be known
I have been brought further in life and much nearer to the throne
Sometimes I go over the limit, other times way way off
Still tryin' ta slow the habit of the cigarettes that make me cough
I'm kinda tired of this lifestyle, guess its time to slow shit down
Its time to reflect, dig deep and search within muh lost & found
I'm Sorry and this comes sincere from my chilled blood pumper
Believe in me one last time... as a friend, a lover, a son and a brother.

I'm Sorry.