I'm Sorry

I wrote the following piece about a year ago but never went about posting it up here. So yeah, thought I'd share it with y'all.

14th November 2007

This one comes from the bottom of muh heart
It goes out to all my peeps, no, this ain't a "Get Well Soon" card
I wanna let y'all know that I have realised muh mistakes
I've realised how irresponsible I am and how many hearts I've breaked
I know I've changed not for the better but for the worse
I know I've let y'all down and this "I'm Sorry" ain't the first
The many nights I disappeared and y'all stayed worried
While I was out partying and the burden y'all carried
My homies, my girl, my brothers and my family
Y'all were always there, y'all never left me
But know that through all this time, I have also grown
Mature in a way I have become, away my life has not been thrown
Through all this time, to me many things have came to be known
I have been brought further in life and much nearer to the throne
Sometimes I go over the limit, other times way way off
Still tryin' ta slow the habit of the cigarettes that make me cough
I'm kinda tired of this lifestyle, guess its time to slow shit down
Its time to reflect, dig deep and search within muh lost & found
I'm Sorry and this comes sincere from my chilled blood pumper
Believe in me one last time... as a friend, a lover, a son and a brother.

I'm Sorry.

Boogie Wonderland... Taking Dance Everywhere!

I had to complete a dance video for class within a few hours and this is what me and my team came up with. Nothing much, just havin' pure fun while we dance.

Note: This entire video was shot on my Macbook Pro's webcam so pardon me if the camera work is bad.

SuperFly Productions 2008.

Boy & Girl

The poem below was written by me for class on Monday. Special thanks to Method Man, CrafG and my team mates who contributed ideas.


Here I’ve stood through summers and winters
Much I’ve seen as I grew and withered
Stories of peace, unity, love and fun
Under the goodness of the moon and the sun
Days and nights pass, as I remember
A tale of love written to last forever
Here it began in a time of many struggles
And here it blossomed through lollipops and cuddles

He was her Mister and she was his Misses, with hugs and kisses
There was no need for lovey-dovey cards and birthday wishes
They sailed hand in hand in a ship of relation
“Don’t ever let go” was promised here with passion
Lil’ hearts exchanged, lil’ pinkies locked
Embracing life’s moments as Grandpa ticked and tocked
Slowly, back and forth, on my arms they hung
Watching the stars as they swing and they swung

Lil’ treats and secrets, sweet nothings they shared
Time slowly revealed they were destined to be a pair
But like everybody else, they learnt life is never fair
For nothing-lasts-forever’s a burden we all have to bear
As always, I waited with him for his her
She was late but he knew she would turn up for sure
Seconds became minutes and minutes became hours
But he waited patiently in my company of flowers

Night finally fell and the stars came out to play
It was time for Mr. Sun to rest and call it a day
He stood up and gazed at the sky through the leaves
His palms embraced in prayer, “Keep her safe, please.”
Off he ran, in a haste, down the hill
And there I stood, lonely, wishing Jack would find his Jill
He returned at dawn, with her favourite Lolli in hand
In the other he held a piece of paper and a pen
Tears started escaping the grasps of his eye
The clouds cried with him as sadness overwhelmed the sky

“Dear Girl, I wish I could have found out earlier
It cuts me deep to know that you are no longer here
I hope you are in a happier place than before
Our ship will sail again and not be stuck on the shores
Fret not, I’ll be waiting, even till the end of time
For I’m forever yours, and you’re forever mine.”

New Blog

Date with the Rain

This blog would still be in use to house my works and stuff of that nature. The other one is more for random thoughts and rants.

Peace.

RADIKAL FORZE 10TH ANNIVERSARY VIDEO

Video by SUPERFLY PRODUCTIONS (Tosh, Ben, Lewis, Carrick, Nicholas)

Treason

The story of us ended way faster than I thought
Everything just stopped flowin' like a blood clot
I'm not a good actor and I never liked frontin'
But I'm forced to hypocrisy 'cos of shit I be losin'
So for ya information, way too much is at stake
Thats why I left before the beef got cooked like steak
Now put yourself in my shoes & ask yourself this question
Would you hold back like I did after knowing what happened?
I'm sure ya wouldn't, I know ya too well, now listen
I could give a fuck less and then my fist you be kissin'
Forget about forgiveness, I can't forgive nor forget
I lived 2 years a lie and wish you live with regret
You're a motherfuckin' coward, liar, talkin' piece of trash
Betrayed your own blood for the pleasures of the flesh
Screw this bullshit, I'm fuckin' sick & tired
Remember - It ain't over, I'm just keepin' quiet.

STEP IT UP! 2007 TRAILER

Trailer by Yours Truly.

Peace.