Nerdcore 4 Life

"I get a rush when I feel the touch of rough concrete on my hands. My heart pounds. Fresh kicks scrapping the concrete... That sound creates a rhythm in me. I control the beat in my own world, completly free and alone under the lights of the streets..."

Bounce, Mighty Zulu Kings/Essential Rockers



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Do I really breathe, know and understand Bboying for what it really is?

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Did this short 2 minute video for class. Did not have enough time to work on it hence the shitty work... But whatever.

Enjoy

Happy Birthday

[Verse 1]
Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been
would you have been a little angel? or an angel of sin?
tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys?
or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?
paid for the murder befor they had determined the sex
choosing our life over your life meant your death
and you never got a chance to even open your eyes
sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life?
Would you have been a little genius, in love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
would you have been a little rapper like your poppa the piper?
would you have made me quit smoking by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose
and the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow
I think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would have been

[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

[Verse 2]
I got a million excuses, as to why you died
and other people got their own reasons for homocide
who's to say it would have worked
and who's to say it wouldn't have
I was young and struggling, but old enough to be a dad
the fear of being my father has never disappeared
I ponder it frequently while I'm sipping on my beer
my vision of a family was artificial and fake
so when it came time to create I made a mistake
now you got a little brother, maybe it's really you
maybe you really forgave us knowing we was confused
maybe, every time that he smiles
it's you proudly knowing that your father is doing the right thing now
I never tell a woman what to do with her body
but if she don't love children then we can't party
I think about it every year so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would have been

[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake

[repeat x2]
from the heavens to the womb
to the heavens again
from the ending to the ending
never got to begin
maybe one day we can meet face to face
in a place without time and space
happy birthday

[Chorus x 2]
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake...

Amazing

He sat in the corner of a blue tiled toilet
The toilet was dry and quiet as hell
He sat there, drowning in his thoughts
Whispering to people, hoping they could hear his calls
His eyes scanned the toilet, concentrating on the details of the tiles
His vision started distorting and what seemed to be wasn't
All of the sudden, he heard a familar tune coming from the outside
It was a Lullaby...
And he felt like he was one with the music.
It was amazing
He felt afraid and closed his eyes
Clutching his fists, grinding his teeth
He was afraid that Spiderman would have him for dinner
Have him for dinner, sprinkling salt on him, that very night.
The whispers of Robert Smith filled his mind
He felt what the Lullaby wanted him to feel
It was amazing...

Ozzy whispered and calmed him down.
The Anti-Christ Superstar wasn't there
Though he wanted him so bad to be.

He stood up and went to lay on the bed
He stared at the ceiling, with cold sweat running down his forehead
A tune which was unfamilar to him came on
With guitar riffs and crashes of the drum
It blew him away, totally.
He became one with the music once again.
He was the croons and the screams of the vocalist in physical form.
He felt like the clutches of death were strangling him... So very tightly.
Breathing became harder and harder...
He was falling deeper and deeper...
Till the song suddenly stopped.

He awoke and broke free from the agony he was in.

It was his mates.
They asked if he was okay
They told him he looked like he was taking his last breath
They told him he looked like he was dying.

Maybe, just maybe he was.
He felt like he was.
Though ever so miserable, it was amazing.


Being able to feel and understand


The MUSIC.